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    Monday, January 3rd, 2011
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    But he never had the opportunityHe reeled over a rock, saw a light-tan tiffany wholesale nest shaped something like a football, and in his fatigue he smashed into itInstantly, he realized what the nest was, but too lateAn uproar burst in it and a huge hornet, about the size of a half dollar, fluttered out, and then another and another after itHe watched dumbly as dozens of them flickered about his headThey were large and beautiful with great yellow bodies and handbag dolce gabbana iridescent wings; afterward he exhumed the memory as something completely apart from what followed
    The hornets were furious, and in a few seconds they raced down the line of men like a burning fuseCroft felt one of them flutter at his ear, and he struck at it with a grunt, but it had stung himThe pain was maddening; it numbed his ear like frostbite, and traveled through chanel white watch his body with an acute shockAnother stung him and another; he bellowed with pain and struck at them frenziedly
    For the platoon this was the final unbearable distressPerhaps five seconds they stood rooted, flailing dumbly at the hornets that attacked themEach sting lashed through a man's body, loosing new frantic energies of desperationThe men were in deliriumWyman began cartier pasha watch to bawl like a child, holding feebly to a rock, and swatting at the air in a tantrum
    "I can't stand it, I can't stand it!" he roared
    Two hornets bit him almost at once, and he hurled away his rifle, and screamed in terrorThe shriek detonated the menWyman began to run down the rocks, and one by one they followed him
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    Sunday, January 2nd, 2011
    2:43 am
    @@@@@He's done with the school 'round here this
    @@@@@He's done with the school 'round here this month, and the
    law won't make him do no more Scarlett shook her head
    You can tell him or I'll do itHis daddy went to University and so
    will WadeNo offense, Will, but a man can't go very far without an
    educationAnd none given, but I figure you're wrongWade
    can read and write and do all the calculations a farmer's ever going to
    needAnd that's what he wantsFarming Tara, to put a
    finger on itHe says his grandpa built Tara with no more schooling
    than he's got and he don't see why he should have to be any
    different
    The boy's not like me, ScarlettHell, I can't hardly do more than
    write my name
    He had four years at the fancy school you had him at in Atlanta and
    three more here in the schoolhouse and on the landHe knows all a
    country boy needs to knowThat's what he is, Scarlett, a country boy,
    and he's happy at itI'd hate to see you mess him upWho did Will Benteen think he was talking to?
    She was Wade's mother, she knew what was best for him"Long as
    you've
    got your dander up, I might as well finish what I've got to say," Will
    continued in his slow Cracker drawlHe looked directly ahead at the
    dusty red road"They showed me the new papers about Tara over to
    the
    County Court HouseSeems like you done got hold of Carreen's
    share
    I don't know what your thinking is, Scarlett, and I ain't askingBut
    I'm telling you thisIf anybody comes up the road flapping something
    legal at me 'bout taking Tara, I plan to meet 'em at the end of the
    drive with a shotgun in my hand
    "Will, I swear on a stack of Bibles, I'm not planning to do anything to
    Saturday, January 1st, 2011
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    “Are you sleeping here tonight or am I?” Jeb asked Jared in a casual tone
    Jared looked at the shapes by Jeb's feet
    “I am,” he answered curtly“And I only need one bedroll
    Jeb raised a thick eyebrow
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    Jared didn't answerHis teeth ground together
    “Never figured you for a cruel man,” Jeb said softlyBut he picked up one of the cylinders, put
    his arm through a strap, and slung it over his shoulder, then stuffed one rectangle–a
    pillow–under his arm
    “Sorry, honey,” he chanel white j12 watch said as he passed me, patting my shoulder
    “Cut that out!” Jared growled
    Jeb shrugged and ambled awayBefore he was out of sight, I hurried to disappear into my cell; I
    hid in its darkest reaches, coiling myself into a tight ball that I hoped was too small to see
    Instead of lurking silently and dior women invisibly in the outside tunnel, Jared spread his bedroll directly in
    front of the mouth of my prisonHe plumped his pillow a few times, possibly trying to rub it in
    that he had oneHe lay down on the mat and crossed his arms over his chestThat was the piece
    of him that I could see through the hole–just rolex oyster perpetual daytona his crossed arms and half of his stomach
    His skin was that same dark gold tan that had haunted my dreams for the last half yearIt was
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    Friday, December 31st, 2010
    2:43 am
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    Jack-"
    "RelaxHe's sitting in Miss Eastlake's old China
    Parlor, and he's got it on his lap
    I hurried, neverthelessI don't know what I
    expected to find - the room empty, the unscrewed
    flashlight lying on the rug in a puddle of
    dampness, maybe, fendi b or Jack sex-changed into the
    three-eyed, claw-handed bitch that had come
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    falling out of the old cracked keg - but he was
    only sitting there with the flashlight, looking
    troubledI asked if he was all rightAnd I took
    a good look at his eyesI thought I'd see it in his eyesBut that message from the cop
    "Well, let's hear it
    A man identifying himself as gucci messenger bag Detective Samson said
    that he was trying to reach both Edgar Freemantle
    and Jerome Wireman, to ask some questions about
    Mary IreHe particularly wanted to speak to Mr
    Freemantle, if he had not left for Rhode Island or
    Minnesota - where, Samson understood, the body of
    his daughter was being transported for burialFreemantle is in a state of
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    really Providence P's questions, but we know Mr
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    woman recently, and I volunteered to talk with him
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    1094
    ii
    "Edgar, top chanel this is crazy," Jack saidIt was the
    third time he'd said it, and he was beginning to
    sound desperate He turned to
    Wireman"You tell him!"
    "Un poco loco," Wireman agreed, but I knew the
    difference between poco and muy even if Jack
    didn't
    We were standing in the courtyard, between Jack's
    sedan and Elizabeth's old MercedesThe moon had
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    Thursday, December 30th, 2010
    2:43 am
    @@@@@Sir Thomas felt as an anxious father must
    @@@@@Sir Thomas felt as an anxious
    father must feel, and was indeed experiencing much of the agitation
    which his wife had been apprehensive of for herself, but had fortunately
    escapedNorris, most happy to assist in the duties of
    the day, by spending it at the Park to support her sister’s spirits, and
    drinking the health of MrRushworth in a supernumerary
    glass or two, was all joyous delight; for she had made the match;
    she had done everything; and no one would have supposed, from
    her confident triumph, that she had ever heard of conjugal infelicity
    in her life, or could have the smallest insight into the disposition
    of the niece who had been brought up under her eye
    The plan of the young couple was to proceed, after a few days, to
    Brighton, and take a house there for some weeksEvery public place
    was new to Maria, and Brighton is almost as gay in winter as in
    summerWhen the novelty of amusement there was over, it would
    be time for the wider range of London
    Julia was to go with them to BrightonSince rivalry between the
    sisters had ceased, they had been gradually recovering much of their
    former good understanding; and were at least sufficiently friends to
    177
    Jane Austen
    make each of them exceedingly glad to be with the other at such a
    timeSome other companion than MrRushworth was of the first
    consequence to his lady; and Julia was quite as eager for novelty and
    pleasure as Maria, though she might not have struggled through so
    much to obtain them, and could better bear a subordinate situation
    Their departure made another material change at Mansfield, a
    chasm which required some time to fill upThe family circle became
    greatly contracted; and though the Miss Bertrams had latterly
    added little to its gaiety, they could not but be missedEven their
    mother missed them; and how much more their tenderhearted
    cousin, who wandered about the house, and thought of them, and
    felt for them, with a degree of affectionate regret which they had
    never done much to deserve!
    178
    Mansfield Park
    CHAPTER XXII
    FANNY’S CONSEQUENCE increased on the departure of her cousins
    Becoming, as she then did, the only young woman in the drawingroom,
    the only occupier of that interesting division of a family in
    which she had hitherto held so humble a third, it was impossible for
    her not to be more looked at, more thought of and attended to,
    than she had ever been before; and “Where is Fanny?” became no
    uncommon question, even without her being wanted for any one’s
    convenience
    Not only at home did her value increase, but at the Parsonage too
    In that house, which she had hardly entered twice a year since Mr
    Norris’s death, she became a welcome, an invited guest, and in the
    gloom and dirt of a November day, most acceptable to Mary
    CrawfordHer visits there, beginning by chance, were continued
    by solicitationGrant, really eager to get any change for her
    sister, could, by the easiest self-deceit, persuade herself that she was
    doing the kindest thing by Fanny, and giving her the most important
    opportunities of improvement in pressing her frequent calls
    Fanny, having been sent into the village on some errand by her
    aunt Norris, was overtaken by a heavy shower close to the Parsonage;
    and being descried from one of the windows endeavouring to
    find shelter under the branches and lingering leaves of an oak just
    beyond their premises, was forced, though not without some modest
    reluctance on her part, to come inA civil servant she had withstood;
    but when DrGrant himself went out with an umbrella, there
    was nothing to be done but to be very much ashamed, and to get
    into the house as fast as possible; and to poor Miss Crawford, who
    had just been contemplating the dismal rain in a very desponding
    state of mind, sighing over the ruin of all her plan of exercise for
    that morning, and of every chance of seeing a single creature be179
    Jane Austen
    yond themselves for the next twenty-four hours, the sound of a
    little bustle at the front door, and the sight of Miss Price dripping
    with wet in the vestibule, was delightfulThe value of an event on a
    wet day in the country was most forcibly brought before herShe
    was all alive again directly, and among the most active in being useful
    to Fanny, in detecting her to be wetter than she would at first
    allow, and providing her with dry clothes; and Fanny, after being
    obliged to submit to all this attention, and to being assisted and
    waited on by mistresses and maids, being also obliged, on returning
    downstairs, to be fixed in their drawing-room for an hour while the
    rain continued, the blessing of something fresh to see and think of
    was thus extended to Miss Crawford, and might carry on her spirits
    to the period of dressing and dinner
    The two sisters were so kind to her, and so pleasant, that Fanny
    might have enjoyed her visit could she have believed herself not in the
    way, and could she have foreseen that the weather would certainly
    clear at the end of the hour, and save her from the shame of having
    D
    Wednesday, December 29th, 2010
    2:43 am
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    “Which way do you want to go?” asked the director softly
    “I don’t know,” answered Conklin, a plaint in his voiceReach our man, of
    course, as soon as possible
    “I spoke to David—I spoke to him about an hour ago,” said Panov, instantly correcting himself
    “You spoke to him?” cried Alex“It’s late and you were at homeHow?”
    “You know my answering machine,” said the doctor“If I picked up every crazy call after
    midnight, I’d never get to the office in the morningSo I let it ring, and because I was getting ready
    to go out and meet you, I listenedAll he said was ‘Reach me,’ and by the time I got to the phone,
    he’d hung up
    “You called him back? On your phone?”
    “Well yes,” answered Panov hesitantly“He was very quick, very guardedHe just wanted us
    to know what was happening, that ‘M’—he called her ‘M’—was leaving with the children first
    thing in the morningThat was it; he hung up right away
    “They’ve got your boy’s name and address by now,” said Holland“Probably the message as
    well
    “A location, yes; the message, maybe,” broke in Conklin, speaking quietly, rapidly“Not an
    address, not a name
    “By morning they will have—”
    “By morning he’ll be on his way to Tierra del Fuego, if need be
    “Christ, what have I done?” exclaimed the psychiatrist
    “Nothing anybody else in your place wouldn’t have done,” replied Alex“You get a message at
    two o’clock in the morning from someone you care about, someone in trouble, you call back as fast
    as you canNow we have to reach him as fast as we canSo it’s not Carlos, but somebody with a
    lot of firepower is still closing in, making breakthroughs we thought were impossible
    Monday, December 27th, 2010
    2:43 am
    @@@@@ Henry Harrington draped Scarlett in a
    @@@@@
    Henry Harrington draped Scarlett in a longtrained silk cloak glittering
    with tinsel and put a crown of fake jewels on her head
    "That makes you tonight's Titania," he saidOther men and women
    draped or clothed themselves from the boxes, shouting out who they
    were
    and racing through the big room in a free-for-all game of hiding behind
    chairs and chasing one another"I know it's all very silly," John
    Morland said apologetically through a huge papier-mache lion's head
    "But it is Midsummer Night, we're all allowed to go a bit mad
    "I'm mighty put out with you, Bart," Scarlett told him"You're no
    help to a lady at allWhy didn't you tell me I needed dozens of
    dresses?"
    "Oh, Lord, do you? I never notice what ladies have onI don't
    understand why they fuss so
    By the time everyone tired of the game they were playing, the
    long,long Irish twilight was doneIt's dark," Alice shouted
    "Let's go look at the fires Scarlett felt a wave of guiltShe
    should be at BallyharaMidsummer Night was almost as important as
    Saint Brigid's Day in farming traditionBonfires marked the turning
    point in the year, its shortest night, and gave mystical protection for
    the cattle and the cropsWhen the house party went out onto the
    dark
    lawn they could see the glow of a distant fire, hear the sound of an
    Irish reelScarlett knew she should be at BallyharaThe O 'Hara
    should be at the bonfire ceremonyAnd there, too, when the sun rose
    and the cattle were run through the dying coals of the fireColum had
    told her she shouldn't go to an Anglo house partyWhether she
    believed in them or not, the ancient traditions were important to the
    IrishShe'd gotten angry with himSuperstitions couldn't run her
    lifeBut now she suspected she was wro
    Sunday, December 26th, 2010
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    This tunnel was well lit, the bright crevices coming at intervals too regular to be natural
    “We go even closer to the surface nowIt gets drier, but it gets hotter, too
    I noticed that almost immediatelyInstead of being steamed, we were now being bakedThe air
    was less tiffany wholesale stuffy and staleI could taste the desert dust
    There were more voices aheadI tried to steel myself against the inevitable reactionIf Jeb
    insisted on treating me like… like a human, like a welcome guest, I was going to have to get
    used to thisNo reason to let it make me nauseous rolex daytona cosmograph over and over againMy stomach began an
    unhappy rolling anyway
    “This way's the kitchen,” Jeb told me
    At first I thought we were in another tunnel, one crowded with peopleI pressed myself against
    the wall, trying to keep my distance
    The kitchen was a long corridor with a gucci ladies watch high ceiling, higher than it was wide, like my new
    quartersThe light was bright and hotInstead of thin crevices through deep rock, this place had
    huge open holes
    “Can't cook in the daytime, of courseSo we mainly use this as the mess hall
    until nightfall
    All conversation chanel tote had come to an abrupt halt, so Jeb's words were clear for everyone to hearI
    tried to hide behind him, but he kept walking farther in
    We'd interrupted breakfast, or maybe it was lunch
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    Saturday, December 25th, 2010
    2:43 am
    @@@@@"Even they can't fug me this time," he
    @@@@@"Even they can't fug me this time," he thought
    Wilson bet a pound, and Gallagher raised him"All right, let's make this a decent pot," he growledCroft and Levy came along, and when the other man dropped out, Gallagher felt cheated"What's the matter?" he asked"You going chickenshit? You're only gonna get your fuggin head blown off tomorrow His statement was lost in the skittering of the money onto the folded blanket upon which they were playing, but it left him with a cold shuddering anxiety as though he had blasphemed"Hail Mary, mother of he repeated quickly to himselfHe saw himself lying on the beach with a bloody nub where his head should have been
    His next card fell, a spadeWould they ship his body home, he wondered, and would Mary come to his grave? The self-pity was deliciousFor an instant he longed for the compassion in his wife's eyesShe understood him, he told himself, but as he tried to think of her, he saw instead a picture of ' which had remained in his memory from some postcard reproductions of religious paintings he had bought in parochial schoolWhat did Mary, his Mary, look like? He strained to remember, to form her face exactly in his mindBut he could not at this moment; it eluded him like the melody of a half-recalled song that kept shifting back into other, more familiar tunes
    He drew a heart on the next cardThat gave him four hearts and there would be two more chances to pull the fifth heartHis anxiety eased and then was translated to a vital interest in the gameLevy was folding his hand even before the round of betting started, and Croft was showing a pair of tensCroft bet two pounds, and Gallagher decided that he had the third tenIf Croft's hand didn't improve, and Gallagher was certain it wouldn't, then Croft would be playing right into his flush
    Wilson giggled a little and fumbled sloppily for his moneyAs he dropped it onto the blanket he said, "This yere's gonna be a mighty big po
    Friday, December 24th, 2010
    2:43 am
    @@@@@ Last night it had been hope and smiles,
    @@@@@
    Last night it had been hope and smiles, bustle and motion, noise
    and brilliancy, in the drawing-room, and out of the drawing-room,
    and everywhereNow it was languor, and all but solitude
    A good night’s rest improved her spiritsShe could think of William
    the next day more cheerfully; and as the morning afforded her an
    opportunity of talking over Thursday night with MrsGrant and Miss
    Crawford, in a very handsome style, with all the heightenings of imagination,
    and all the laughs of playfulness which are so essential to the
    shade of a departed ball, she could afterwards bring her mind without
    much effort into its everyday state, and easily conform to the tranquillity
    of the present quiet week
    They were indeed a smaller party than she had ever known there
    for a whole day together, and he was gone on whom the comfort
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    and cheerfulness of every family meeting and every meal chiefly
    dependedBut this must be learned to be enduredHe would soon
    be always gone; and she was thankful that she could now sit in the
    same room with her uncle, hear his voice, receive his questions, and
    even answer them, without such wretched feelings as she had formerly
    known
    “We miss our two young men,” was Sir Thomas’s observation on
    both the first and second day, as they formed their very reduced
    circle after dinner; and in consideration of Fanny’s swimming eyes,
    nothing more was said on the first day than to drink their good
    health; but on the second it led to something fartherWilliam was
    kindly commended and his promotion hoped for“And there is no
    reason to suppose,” added Sir Thomas, “but that his visits to us may
    now be tolerably frequentAs to Edmund, we must learn to do
    without himThis will be the last winter of his belonging to us, as
    he has done
    “Yes,” said Lady Bertram, “but I wish he was not going away
    They are all going away, I thinkI wish they would stay at home
    This wish was levelled principally at Julia, who had just applied
    for permission to go to town with Maria; and as Sir Thomas thought
    it best for each daughter that the permission should be granted,
    Lady Bertram, though in her own good-nature she would not have
    prevented it, was lamenting the change it made in the prospect of
    Julia’s return, which would otherwise have taken place about this
    timeA great deal of good sense followed on Sir Thomas’s side, tending
    to reconcile his wife to the arrangementEverything that a considerate
    parent ought to feel was advanced for her use; and everything
    that an affectionate mother must feel in promoting her
    children’s enjoyment was attributed to her natureLady Bertram
    agreed to it all with a calm “Yes”; and at the end of a quarter of an
    hour’s silent consideration spontaneously observed, “Sir Thomas, I
    have been thinking—and I am very glad we took Fanny as we did,
    for now the others are away we feel the good of it
    Sir Thomas immediately improved this compliment by adding,
    “Very trueWe shew Fanny what a good girl we think her by praising
    her to her face, she is now a very valuable companionIf we
    have been kind to her, she is now quite as necessary to us
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    Mansfield Park
    “Yes,” said Lady Bertram presently; “and it is a comfort to think
    that we shall always have her
    Sir Thomas paused, half smiled, glanced at his niece, and then
    gravely replied, “She will never leave us, I hope, till invited to some
    other home that may reasonably promise her greater happiness than
    she knows here
    Thursday, December 23rd, 2010
    2:44 am
    @@@@@ “Yes, I do, because there is a slight
    @@@@@
    “Yes, I do, because there is a slight change
    “Oh?” The old Frenchman arched his brows“Also at my age sudden changes are not welcome
    “It’s only a question of timing, no more than a quarter of an hour, perhaps much less
    “An eternity in this business,” said Fontaine as yet another streak of lightning, separated only
    milliseconds from its crash of thunder, interrupted the pounding rain on the windows and the roof
    “It’s dangerous enough to be outside; that bolt was too near for safety
    “If you believe that, think how the guards feel
    “The ‘slight change,’ please? Also an explanation
    “I’ll give you no explanation except to say that it is an order from Argenteuil and you were
    responsible
    “The judge?”
    “Draw your own conclusions
    “Then he was not sent to—”
    “I’ll say no moreThe change is as followsRather than running up the path from here to the
    guards at Villa Twenty and demanding emergency assistance for your ill wife, I will say I was
    returning from the front desk where I was complaining about the telephone and saw a fire in Villa
    Fourteen, three away from oursThere’ll no doubt be a great deal of confusion, what with the storm
    and everyone yelling and calling for helpThat will be your signalUse the confusion; get through
    and take out whoever remains at the woman’s villa—make sure your silencer is secureThen go
    inside and do the work you have sworn to do
    “So I wait for the fire, for the guards and for you to return to Number ElevenStay on the porch with the door closed, of course
    “It may take me five minutes or perhaps even twenty, but stay thereMay I ask, madame—or perhaps mademoiselle, although I see no evidence—”
    “What is it?”
    “It will take you five or twenty minutes to do what?”
    “You’re a fool, old man
    The nurse pulled her raincoat around her, looped the belt and walked to the front door of the
    villa“Get your equipment together and be out here in three minutes,” she commanded The door swung back with the wind as the woman opened it; she went outside into
    the torrential rain, pulling it shut behind herAstonished and confused, the old Frenchman stood
    motionless, trying to make sense out of the inexplica
    Wednesday, December 22nd, 2010
    2:43 am
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    matterI still care about the company, and the
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    who know what they're doingAs for the estate,
    all I'm proposing is that we dispense with the ego
    that usually allows the lawyers to swallow the
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    "Sometimes I wonder if you're the same man I used
    to work for," he said
    "That man died in his pickup," I said
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    vii
    Pam took the deal, and I think she might have
    taken me again instead of the deal if I'd offered
    - it was a look that came and went on her face
    like sunshine through clouds when we had our lunch
    to discuss the details - but I didn't offerI had
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    that the man who had been pulled out of his ruined
    Dodge Ram with his steel hardhat crushed around
    his ears like a crumpled pet-food can wasn't the
    same guy who'd gotten inThe life with Pam and
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    One other thing occurred in my other life before I
    slipped through that door, thoughIt was what
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    Terrier, Gandalf
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    viii
    If you've been picturing my convalescent retreat
    as a lakeside cottage standing in splendid
    isolation at the end of a lonely dirt road in the
    north woods, you better think again - we're
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    running from East Hoyt Avenue to the waterOur
    closest neighbors were the Goldsteins
    In the middle of October, I finally took Kathi
    Green's advice and began to walkThese were not
    the Great Beach Walks I took later, and I came
    back from even these short outings with my bad hip
    crying for mercy (and more than once with tears
    standing in my eyes), but they were steps in the
    right directionI was returning from one of these
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    Sunday, December 19th, 2010
    2:43 am
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    I took a deep breath, and tears welled out of the corners of my eyes and rolled down my temples
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    Saturday, December 18th, 2010
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    Woodrow, Ah'm a good wife to ya, Ah been faithful as a woman can be since the day we was married, an' you got a child now an' you gotta settle down, how do ya think Ah felt when Ah found out you wrote out another check in mah name, an' jus' took out all the money we had
    Ah figgered you'd be glad to see me havin' a decent time, but all a woman wants is for ya to stay right close by her
    An' then you had to pick up a disease from that no-good bitch
    Now, you quit messin' with me, Ah got some pyridin or whatever the hell it is, and it's fixin' me up jus' right, Ah've fix mahself up with it plenty of times
    A man can die from that
    You jus' talk nonsense(He feels a tremolo of fear, which he represses quickly On'y kind of man that ever gets sick is the kind that jus' sticks in a cornerYou have your funnin' an' it keeps ya all right(He sighs and pats her on the arm Now, come on, honey, let's quit your fussin', you know Ah love ya, an' Ah can be awful sweet to ya at times
    He sighs again to himself(Ifen you could just do what ya wanted, a man'd never get in no troubleThis way Ah gotta lie, an' fool around, an' walk fifty yards to the south ifen Ah want to walk ten to the no'th

    He walks down the main street with his oldest girl, who is now sixNow, what y'lookin' at, May?
    Daddy, Ah'm jus' lookin'
    He watches her stare at a doll in the store windowAt its feet is a price tag for $4What's the matter, ya want that doll?
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    She is his favorite, and he sighsHoney, you're gonna make your daddy brokeHe feels in his pocket and holds the five-dollar bill; it has to last him for the rest of the week and it's Wednesday
    Friday, December 17th, 2010
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    Her diamonds sparkled brilliantly, as did her green eyesBlack velvet
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    Excitement made her cheeks rosy with natural colorScarlett's first
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    on
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